So stressful stressful wen it comes to relationship :'(
i dunno why he wants from me...nda ku tau knapa...
sumtimes i hate him alot if think -ve boUt me...
so really stress up!
ya allah i do love him..napa ku sasak kn ea sudden..bcoz of ea mrh2 x?
why? why ku slalu dcakapi
ku tahan kn ati...ku cntrol diri ku supaya jgn nanesh
aku manusia wah..bukan kn being perfect n yes im not perfect wat everythng i do...
n now im hoping a smooth relationship...
please trust me wat everythng i do :'( please im begging...

♥ niece shairah =) ♥

shairah in moo moo..ciut

SHAIRAH!! :p

hehehe gigitan ku baa ea ne..ytah byk gmbar ku snap2 ne c dyg jubur damit aa kekeke mwah mwahz! auntie cyg kmu~~~will didik u pai pandai =) hehe pakann..yup2 yg benerrr :p

hee yesterday n today (2 hari) ne ku suping brg mandi....baru jua bali sdikit brg mandi n makeup cost brapa nah....$80+...kn dkat $100 jua toh haha!na kira yg penting pakai yg original ;) n quality yg bgus...tdi ku kface shop mbli eyeliner n mascara sal ku punya abis udah n ku tnya pat sales girl ada yg da latest new brand high quality ka,skali ada plg..n dua2 cost $ 40+ coz quality nya bagus ytah ku mau cmatu tu..plus ystrday ku bought loreal shampoo jua..sma jua cetanya abis jua so ku bali...ku bought conditioner n shampoo ..dua2 big size n 400 ml..cost $40+ jua...na alang2 kn bli yg bsar..n ada jua ku mbli sdikit2 brg mandi yg small2..skali apanah nya boifee..giling2 taus palanya...who cares..im a girl...byk kn dbali sbnarnya tdi....p mls ku..krg mkin tia c bf mrh krg abiskn duit xp hehehe jn mrh bebeh...me andang cmane jua...hope u'll understand me k ;) mwahz luv him da most!

dulu ku pakai yg brand white...now ku change colour sal ane suitable for hair my hair..conditioner n shampoo =)

..tdi cbf ada xam blari n swimming..n alhamdulillah team medic pass smua...so tinggal osce lgi durg kn face it nxt week...chaiyo2 beh..p nato bila durg osce la..dgr2 8 station gilakkk atu byk...huhu sbar ja beh..for ur bright future jua kan ;) hope u n ur cadetz can make thru' mwahxxx!!

random..

haluu...
today is saturday..kmi abis clinical udah dMCH clinic (maternity child health clinic) sengkurong masa ari kamis kmarin..snang ati eee abis clinical udah aa bngga ku...actuallynya aku ngusut plg masatu since kna britau suh balik clinical lgi after xam...ane nda lgi kmi clinical sal aku mau cutiiiiiiiii!!hehehe...na ku sbr kn cuti ane xp...mau rehat spuas2nyaa~~~im tired to go to skewl..tired workin...tired jln2...ntah ku labih suka stay dumah lyt tv,lyt cd,cek internet sumtimes... plus yg i likeeeee elaun kmi kuar udah...hmmm plan ku dec ane...kn ambil lesen..andang aim ku udh mau ambil dari bulan 6 ari tu..p na ku dpt ambil jua sal ku juin ET trip...so decide bulan 12 ane...na ku sbr waa..hehe mentang2 ada basic dribing udah xp...so ari isnin ane ku ambil udang2...."qam jgn takutt~~ko ada basic udah" hehe au2 ngmbil th ne~..and and...plan bulan 12 ne g~~ntah aa blank ku bnarr...well intake ku plan kn k KK plg satu intake rmai2..sapa2 yg mau juin saja..p aku not sure jua baa..duit atu ada plg kn ikot..siok plg mndgr rmai2 ikot..p urg yg tsyg cm na nyuruh..cuz strt diz dec durg medic kna suh kaja 12hrs..cian kn..so ea tkut jrg jmpa aku..rindu ea brbis kn aku ane hehehe..den ku suh ea minta cuti spya sng ikot k kk o kmiri ka mkn angin o kmana2 sja...p ea pun takut lau sister tu na mlapaskn..cnath jua bru2 kerja..cian my hubyy =)) sbr aa..nxt tym we jln2 k...so i dcide stay at home ja...gpun dec ane byk kazen2 rapat ku kwin baa..n i hve to attend compulsary jua kan krg mncri durg...
now im at home...blogging...hmmm..ada sesuatu yg mngecewa kn aku baa =( ntah...cuz nmpak wa tdi dpn2 mata ku...i tot prangai atu sudh brubah p usulnya cm nda...dissapointed bnarr..msuk tlinga knan n kuar tlinga kiri..balik2 sudah dtagur..eh ntah la..yg penting ku dissaponted brbis2...biar tuhan saja yg tau n singgan mana mampu brtahan...dunia ane bukan permainan mu..u have to face it reality and u noe what u did before...appreciate it..

what goes around and comes around...

bh...myb dats all i wnna say...naaleh dh ku ne nyamuUu~~hehe..

♥ kimchi-ing with da love one =) ♥

haluuu~~~not much i wnna share..but yesterday im outing with my luvly syg again =)....
we had dinner @korean restaurant kimchi kiulap.gdg nyamannnnn brbbis...na rugi jua kmi makan smpai harganya $45.65 for two..wlaupun sdikit n mahal..p nyaman..rasa salai BBQ hehe
nahh our pix ystrday =)
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♥ glaring dream - gravitation ♥

A murmur that dissolves into a crowd of bustling people
It makes the memories scattered underfoot blur

The sparkling of the street that I am lost walking on, glaring one way
It shines on me, as though freezing me

In cold times, my dreams fall away; they slip through my hands
Counting my wishes, when I wake up, you are reflected in a shimmering illusion
A faint silhouette guides me

A gentless that speaks only of flowing anxiety
Was eternally fulfilled, I don't want tomorrow

The words that I should tell you, it's talk to myself
I fall into shadowless days

I pile up the dreams with my shaking fingers; even without breathing on them, they crumble
Things that are certain are too unreliable; whatever it is I believe in, can I be with you?
The silhouette from that day is vanishing in white

I look at the seasons dyed pale, life winter dream
I stop, and it sweeps me away

Blown out by the wind, some is left behind; the yearning is going numb with cold in my heart

The cold times drift around in my dreams, I'm caught in your hands
Counting my wishes, when I wake up, you are reflected in a shimmering illusion
A faint silhouette guides me

hmmm..

darn it!! eshhh.. i hate diz part ryte here ryte now x(
i dunno! sometime life is hard...geram ati...buyuk..unfair..ia g tarang2 plyin entertainment p i dun care as long i trust u so much.. ;(
now holiday is cumin.... wat if my holiday inda memuaskan aku jua??
sometimes life is not fair ...lama udah wa ku pendam ne... x( so so sadness in my mind kdg2..
i am a simple girl..n luv his boifren so much..but da trust is not believing me??type ku andang cne wah! ..not fair eh x( saddddddd ehhh! is like i wnna put myself in da rubbish spya na nmpak diri ane..being invicible as i wish lau buleh... :'( :'(